Truth doesn't make a noise

I’m working a 7-2 shift at our Menifee store tomorrow morning so I’m just staying the night at my dad’s to save gas and stuff; my brother asked what time I have to wake up and I told him about 6, and without me saying anything he just walked into his room and brought out a Rockstar and put it in the fridge for me to have in the morning. :) We never say out loud that we love eachother, but little gestures like that is how we know. Love that kid. I’m happy. Being with my family makes me happy. Good night everyone.

There’s so many people that I want to reach out to and really become friends with, but I don’t just because I figure they probably wouldn’t like me much or have fun with me anyways. I always feel like I need to entertain people that I don’t know very well, but I’m not good at that. I need more friends that will just sit in my room with me and talk or go on a walk outside when the weather’s nice and not feel like we need to impress eachother or constantly wonder if the other is bored or not. I only have like 2 friends that I feel that way about, but one of them moved far as fuck from me and I miss her more than anything. BUT when I move up north I’ll be closer to her, and hopefully we’ll move in together once I get a job up there and get on my feet.